omg i feel so bad for ryan routh
he's been through so much and now he's asking for help in the worst possible way... like, i get it, mental health is a big deal and all, but assisted suicide? that's just too much
his letter sounds so messed up tho, alternating between being all remorseful and then acting all arrogant
idk man, i'm just gonna sit here and worry about this guy instead of even tryin to offer solutions... maybe someone can look into his mental health history and see if they can find any ways to help him without, you know, killin' himself? 